Otay.. [=

This is his resolutions..for his baby.

- you dont gotta talk no more. just keep it to yourself..stop asking questions.. they wont ever get answere. and stop predicting..cause you dont even know whats gonna happen.just shut up raniel..* but, no...why should i? im expressing my feelings and always soo bulok..im so dead..this be his resolutions..to just shut up..let me girlfriend be. be who she wants to be..and just shut up..im too annoying. im too much? hmms. but i love her. why not ask questions? when your worried about your girl..why dont give her a lil advice? but theres a time for that..and its a serious time..like it aint serious as much any more.its just too annoying for her. so i'll just shut up..=[..why cant i just give you all of me? well cause i already am.

i dont want to have this sad feeling inside like having yourself feel that your girlfriend is annoyed at yeah,dont want to talk as much.i want this 2008 to come by. and 2009 to arrive. i want it to be a new.everytihng nice and good, all sweet no more sad no more shit...im there for my baby. all the time when shes sad.

i guess this coming year..im gonna try harder.

cause when shes sad. its my fault. =[

like i understand most of all the things around me and what will happen wen i do this or do that..

i control my own fate..and whenever im sad.. she gets sad. and i end up making myself and her feel better. when im the one who first started =[.. its all my fault

i want it just to be US ...why cant i just be what she wants me to be?
why cant i be the one who she wants me to be ?...

i dont this feeling between get anyworse over nonsense.. its new years and were feeling like this?!where the hell did it come from. but i just want to cheer her up..i want to be there and i am! ..is it working that im givin her space?

or should i comfort her..im asking again but its not wrong.. im asking whats wrong..

i want to cheer her up.,maybe i should try to make her laugh.. with the faces? but i dont feel like doing them. it hurts me face.. but t take all this pain in .i'll do it for her.. no matter what..

wait wait i think i got it! shes getting better. shes not in the state of cheesed no more.. its less she cooled down.well she just explained me stuff. that i didnt think of that havent gotten through my head..cause im worried that everytime she goes out wearing stuff doing this and that.. its for sum1 else.. but its not ...i want to stop getting so worried.but thats gotta mean she has to do her part and help me understand...to the point that no one is mad or sad...
i should really get this published shes still mad.

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well here.. gonna publish now.. but im still writing in another post....
baby. im sorry, and i love you .